I know this may be a bit of a rant, but I feel so miserable right now ><

So a week ago, someone "special" promised he'd come visit me after school yesterday hang out... This week I have came down with a nasty cold, but I decided to go to school yesterday anyway, even though I had a fever in the morning, because I knew that "someone" was going to be there.

To my surprise...he wasn't. By the end of the day yesterday, I was already about to die, but I still waited for an hour, in the cold... So while waiting, I got a text message from him saying his train leaves at 3:55. So after recieving that, I was rushing to get home. Because I believed he was going to my house first instead, my house is so far away from the school, but since I promised him I'd be there for him. So I ran...and my home is about an hour's walk away from the school. Not only did I have my books on me, I was carrying six paintings on my back that I recieved that day.

So I get home...and I collapsed. Really, I fainted XD. My mom literally freaked out when she saw me laying there on the floor wth a 104 fever. But...he never showed up(or maybe did, I couldnt answer the door because I was just passed out until 6 o'clock)

Anyway...Halloween came today. Like I said, that "special" someone promised he'd be here today too(it's sort of an anniversary? i dont care what it is now anyway) And I waited and waited all day...he didn't show up. Of course I call his phone. No answer. I even walked to his house to get him, even though I shouldn't because I was still sick, only to hear "oh he probably went out with his friends".

...Really?

So I spent the whole evening...crying...yeah and gave out candy to kids. Half of them asked me "Are you feeling okay? Want some of my candy?" And He didn't even show up to see me.

As if my eyes aren't puffy enough and as if my hose isn't stuffed up enough. Hah, I even carved the two pumpkins I got for me and him without him. ...Well now at least I have something to smash in the morning.

I hope everyone else's Halloween was a million times better than mine.